It's odd.
I shouldn't be sad, yet I am.
I'm neurotic, I have come to acknowledge that. In fact, I came to acknowledge a tendency - in fact, if I was a different personality, I would be known as a "cutter". I am not, but I so could be - it just took a different form. It's good to acknowledge I guess...I hope...
I am though, sad. I am fearful of this fact because I've got too much coming up that I should be looking forward to, but now I am not.
It is also affecting my regular everyday routine and activities.
It started this past Monday and about three other events happened and I started to spiral. The problem is everything's come and gone, but I'm not over it all yet. Maybe it's not all over yet after all.
I'm tired, so I'm going to bed. I've got lots to do but can't be bothered.
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As I do not know the circumstances, all I can say is hang in there, you have friends who care about you, and this too shall pass.
Yes, I know. I am starting to crawl back up again, but it was a true landslide out of left-field.
I appreciate the caring thoughts and the helpful reminders!
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